I’m just so tired

I’m just so, very, tired.

I met with my new PCP a week and a half ago, had blood work done a week ago, met with my new GI specialist today. I’ve had a lot going on.

And every night I’ve laid in bed wondering how much more of this I can take.

How many more tests with no answers can I handle?

How many times do I have to meet with new doctors and explain my history and symptoms again, and again, and again? Can I do it again?

I’m just so very tired.